Sincerely, Anonymous

need time to evaluate us
theres no easy way to calculate trust
Im fed up with the bs baby
cant we change for the best
if we let it go go
I know you love them sunny days but i rather let it rain then let it pour

4/29/12- This was honestly the best thing ever sent to me from my followers. If your still following me, I apologize for not being around lately (on tumblr), I’m going to try to come back on from now on, I’ve just been so busy with school and all. Thanks for the love =], and whoever you are this post is the most meaningful thing I have received in a long time. Thank you =]
Originally sent to me in October…Hope your still following =]

your lies keep me safe
you are satisfied with my ignorance
and you are in control
but we are aware
we are anonymous
we do not forgive
we do not forget
Expect us

I hope you’ll understand that I’m not the guy you think I am. You deserve much better, and soon you’ll understand that. This isnt low self esteem, this is the truth, I would never be able to give you 100% because I just can’t. There’s no point into me explaining it now because your feelings will impair your judgement, but soon enough you’ll understand why. Am I still living in the past? Yea you’re damn right I am. Is it fair to you? No, but there’s nothing I can do about that. I always thought about the other person, and then that other person took advantage of that. It’s time for me to start thinking about me, and as selfish as that sounds, sometimes you have to be selfish to protect yourself.

its like one step forward and two steps back, no matter how much I try its like trying to turn around on a one way street, i couldn’t  give you what you want and its killing me.